An update! Oh my!

I'm still stuck in this mixed episode and feeling pretty negative. I went riding today and did a bounce (jump one fence, no stride, jump the other fence in a row), bareback (no saddle) at a canter, which was pretty cool. I started a new journal. Here's the first entry with a zentangle horse.

Not my best tangle, but I like it, and it gets what I did today.

Next is a tangle I made while feeling really shitty. I see my psychiatrist on the 10th and it couldn't come any sooner. Yes, it could, actually, but the 10th it is. Sigh.

Click to view it larger. I put a lot of writing into it, and a lot of simple tangles. I couldn't get my one tangle right, and felt like I fucked up the whole thing. Ugh. 

Mixed episodes suck. One minute I'm up, the next I'm down, then I'm agitated and irritable. 

Now here's one I did with some inspiration from Google. It's a heart, and I like it. My mood had lifted since making the negative scribble one above.

That one I used simple tangles and a lot of line work. I like it. I need to steady my hands. They shake.